Not my best week . ugh september! week of 9/10/12-9/14/12

ugh okay well i was tired and cranky and just not myself this week .. September you really know how to make a girl feel lonely and not herself! well Monday and Tuesday were the okay days and so was Wednesday , well idekays bout'  Wednesday cause that's when my life started falling apart... veeeeeerrrrryy slooooooooooooooooooooowwwwlllllyyyy. and before i start whats up with all this national crush , and love , and kiss , and ask out day???!! like is any of this necessary??!  


Monday , oh yeah I'm fine living my life right , havin fun ye'know thee usuaal . Same thing as Tuesday , I'm all happy , that smile on my face (: (: (; (: ^-^ . Wednesday morning , it's all good no worries (:   Wednesday afternoon ...... BAMM!!!! i was asked thee most , oh how do you say it ..... IMPORTANT , DIFFICULT , WEIRDEST question of my life , I'M SCREWED! when I'm asked the question I'm in shock , I'm left with no words , nothing to say at all , I'M SPEECHLESS  . i didn't answer the question at first , i just walked away with nothing to say , feeling so many emotions ... happy , sad , excited , giggly , hurt , happy!


Thursday_ i am forced to answer the question so i do , I'm feeling really good about it (: but at the same time i feel hurt inside , i don't feel right at all , I'm not myself , i feel like what I'm doing and what i did isn't right . So as a smart person i do something about it , *did something about it* ... i feel okay now , i feel as if a weight has been lifted off my shoulders . Everything is back to normal , or so i think !

Friday , Friday is when everything changed , this girl yeah she ain't my fraaan no m0ore , I'm sad about it but ye'know she's not worth it , i wasted them five years , she thinks i hurt her , well ye'know you hurt mee!!!!! so what the fudgin difference huh??! yeah there is none . I lost another friend too , he's my best friend , I'm really sad about this friendship being done , he made a huge impact on me and i can't believe i let him go and i can't believe he left after the one mistake , but you know everything happens for a reason and I'm just gonna have to learn . btw , we weren't dating if anyone who reading this thinks that!


Well my weekend is kinda off to a good start , today i went to my brothers soccer game and his team won! (: I'm so happy for him , at least his life is going better than mine . And tomorrow is Lani's birthday party! can't wait!!!! lolk im done i guess~ kbyee (:

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