Frozen

Hii. Okay well I didn't like this week tbh with you. It was really stressful & irritating. Ugh. The dressout days were horrible bc we didn't think everything through & we just wanted to get it done & over with. We haven't been very responsible & self directed. I've said alot of not nice things this week & they're all not true. I was making decisions while I was emotional & that's not a goood thing to do. I think this week I was so fed up & irritated, that I didn't care about anything & that was my problem. I was only making problems that we already had, worse. Omg. Yesterday was the worst day of all, so I got my girl thing that starts with a 'P' for the month & we had a lot of talks & stuff & I just felt so sick & out of it. Idk. Just overall this week sucked.

I'm gonna do a lowlight of the week bc I don't have a highlight. So lowlight of my week is my attitude. Yeah I can honestly say the beast almost came out of me this week. I was really rude & I said alot of things that I shouldn't have & all the stress just really made me upset & agitated. I was super unhappy & I felt like I wanted to yell at everyone. Ugh. This was a bad week.

Lesson learned is to always watch what you do. I'm a group leader & my actions affect what the ppl in my group do bc they look up to me & think whatever I do is okay. But it's not. & I need to always remember that ppl are watching.

Okay well that's all. Byeee.

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