third quarter. ~

haaaye. ok soo third quarter was by far the worst quarter. i changed a loot. and not in a good way. honestly~ i doon't even know how to feel about leadership noo more. i don't even know where i stand. i don't feel wanted. i doon't feel like i deserve the privileges i get. i would loove to return to leadership but i don't  know how Mr.Ing see me anymore and if he even wants me back. probably not with doe' with all the shit i put leadership through this past week. i know that my consequences haven't gone into play yet.

third quarter was a down fall for me. my grades are uggh. my attitude is uggh. my personality is uggh. mostly everything i did was uggh. second quarter was ok but this was just,madness. i had waaay too much distractions and it just really got in my way of me reaching my full potential and giving leadership and my other classes the best i can do.

third quarter was just a preview for fourth quarter. 4th quarter will have it's ups and downs but i have to give it my all and make the best of everything. though im not sure of how to make the best of this sticky situation im in right now. i gave leadership a black eye and im giving it a bad name by doing the stuff i did.
third quarter was mostly about orientation for leadership. we practiced and practiced and practiced. were getting really good at it. i hope by the time it comes it goes good.

My classes;
period 1; i have a B- in this class the last time i checked
period 2; leadership: i have a B in this class
period 3; i have a B or C in this class
period 4; i have a A in this class
period 5; i have a B in this class last time i checked
period 6; i have a B.

im very disappointed in myself of how i handled the hard situations that came too me and how i didn't really have a care . i just did what i wanted without thinking .

my goal for next quarter is to be better. focus my attention to leadership and school and to start paying attention and listening.

well that's all. byee guuys..